Memento Mori

The Latin term for the phrase “Remember you must die,” is Memento Mori. This phrase has become a sort of call to action for me as an artist. Rather than a morose reminder, it is instead a prompt to make every day count. Having experienced multiple losses in the past several years — some quite unexpected and shocking — it occurred to me that my work was having an impact. I was looking at loss and death in all living things — humans, animals, and even the plant world. A common trope in art — the juxtaposition of life and death, the duality of these inevitable occurrences — it is worth exploring again and again, as we remind ourselves to live and not give in to despair or losing hope in an ever-hardening world.

Photographing this duality in nature, the beauty right before a flower loses its last petals, a bleached skull fragment as a reminder of a life lived, or the movement of sunshine as it brings forth life in the new buds on a tree are all reminders. Life continues in new forms as the seasons change. A reason to continue to embrace life and the living.

Selecting photography to capture these fleeting moments is, in the words of Roland Barthes (French theorist/philosopher), a way of indexing the world “that-has-been.” Photography stops a moment in time, records it for posterity, and that moment will never be repeated. The photograph mechanically repeats what could never be repeated existentially. Using the wet plate collodion process, which dates to 1851, is imperative to me in that the alchemy, the process, and method all lend themselves to slowing down in our high-tech world. I appreciate this process on metal — thoughtfully creating each photograph as a singular photograph — no two alike, and no two moments alike. Darkness and contrast, common directions in all my work, are achieved through aged collodion. An intentional effort to find the glimmers of light in the darkest of moods.

COS19Century Project

Always using film processes for her documentary work, Angela is reaching back further into photography’s rich 182-year plus history using 19th century processes to include wet plate collodion, dry plate and cyanotype to discover and document Colorado Springs’ over 150-year history.

Focusing on the landscape of Colorado Springs for this project, Angela photographed at the Garden of the Gods, Glen Eyrie, and the Hoodoos of Palmer Park and Woodmen Valley (today, the neighborhoods of Rockrimmon), taking into consideration what these landscapes and early geology must have looked like 150 years ago to the early settlers, before they were interlaced with roads, neighborhoods, and parks.

Civilized Frontier, MFA Thesis

The Space In Between

Can you describe your dreams? Whether you sleep well or not, the answer will be different for everyone. Sleep cycles are random, and we often discover they reverse course in the night. While we do fall asleep and wake up, there is a complex and beautiful in-between. My sleep produces thoughts and visions that are memorable, although, usually blurred and distorted. When asked about dreams, or memorable pictures, some people describe fantastical visions, and others, nightmares. You might not remember a thing, or you may have very vivid recollections, but assuredly, you have something that your mind conjures.


Most nights I do not sleep well, however, I have made a concerted effort to recall as many visuals as I can from abstract shapes, to bits of clarity, to brightly lit portals. These photographs are my visual interpretations of my own typical night’s rest.

Second Amendment

As I explore Colorado’s forested areas near my home, I find pockets of destruction. Downed trees, trash heaps and many spent rounds. While feeling a deep sense of anger, I am determined to photograph these spaces to bring awareness to this blight.

I am an avid darkroom practitioner and enjoy the tactile connection with film. I believe that in a documentary practice, I have a tangible artifact that becomes a part of history. Film has always remained a large part of my photography endeavors as it slows me down, keeps me focused and selective in my compositions, and in part, I pay homage to the documentary photographers who I admire such as Robert Adams.

Moving forward, I see this project evolving into a socially conscious exhibition, and book. I have added the use of the wet collodion plate process, as I believe in recognizing the earliest of environmental documentary photographers to include Civil War photographer George Barnard who made plates of the downed trees shattered by artillery fire on Sherman’s March to the Sea. I believe this connection helps to reveal the resilience of nature, and my hope that she continues to be as resilient.

I also collect tangible artifacts from the sites. I see these objects as becoming another integral element in an exhibition. I plan to photograph these objects – everyday items such as a shattered bowling pin, and a limp mannequin head attached to a road cone – in a studio environment as though they are commercial products, although products of absurdity. These photographs will invite the viewer to inspect these objects with a more critical eye when removed from the area of destruction.

 “Something will have gone out of us as a people if we ever let the remaining wilderness be destroyed … We simply need that wild country available to us, even if we never do more than drive to its edge and look in.”

                                               – Wallace Stegner, The Sound of Mountain Water

Ghosts

“The greatness of a nation can be judged by the way its animals are treated.” – Mahatma Gandhi

This selection of studio portraits of animal skulls became an ongoing project as I collected, found, and have been gifted these bleached animal remains. I felt there is a sort of reverence in honoring the animal, rather than just discarding the skulls. I want to document the animal and reveal that these are majestic creatures even when close to decay and dust. While ghosts of their former selves, they still represent the importance they share in our world together.

The South

The southern states are very special to me. My family moved to Savannah when I was twelve years old, and into a neighborhood where my mom’s family lived. I was close to my grandparents and my aunt and uncle. Growing up so close to family made all the difference in the world to me. The support system, and the encouragement to pursue my dreams was always felt. I attended the Savannah College of Art and Design, I met my husband in Atlanta, and I got to know his extended family in Georgia, South Carolina and North Carolina. I love to photograph the South. My undergraduate thesis was made along Highway 17, a sort of “left behind” thoroughfare in the shadow of I-95. I documented the slow decline of those towns along that route, and that love of photographing the left behind, or forgotten has never been far from my creative ideas.

Out West

When I moved to the Western United States in the early 2000’s, I fell in love with the wide-open spaces, the endless skies, and the clarity of light. And, while digital photography was in it’s early days, I continued to shoot film as I still do today. The West, and Colorado, has become a sort of long-term documentary project for me. I went back to school in 2017, via online at the Savannah College of Art and Design, and much like my undergraduate thesis on my The South gallery, I fell in love with documenting the West. The small towns, the areas that were falling victim to growth and homogenization, and the landscapes that make the West, so uniquely the West. Gone were the moss covered oak trees and marsh lands, I have something new to explore. My MFA Thesis, Civilized Frontier, explores many of the small Colorado towns I’ve visited.

Kitsch

To me, photography is an art of observation. It’s about finding something interesting in an ordinary place… I’ve found it has little to do with the things you see and everything to do with the way you see them.” – Elliott Erwitt

The Oxford Languages Dictionary suggests Kitsch means, “. . .art, objects or design considered to be in poor taste because of excessive garishness or sentimentality, but sometimes appreciated in an ironic or knowing way. . .” I found that I migrate to such objects as there is a nostalgia, grotesque-ness, or other-ness to these small vignettes. A plastic Elvis, or a pool shark, each have their own personality and appeal to a more carefree side of myself, who enjoys viewing the world with a big dose of humor in the midst of enough serious stuff to last us all a lifetime. I only wish now, I would have photographed the Big Chicken in Marietta, Georgia before leaving the state!